Im gonna write in a more.. diary-tone.. instead of just recollecting events like in a journal…

Ah.. church camp in 2 days.. am I excited or wat. Juz thinking of it makes me shake with excitement.. so I try not to think it though it’s quite impossible..

Tmr im gonna go buy some stuff for my mortal.. I hope it’s someone.. favourable.. I mean.. it’ll kinda be easier to pamper a friend than an enemy rite.. :) not tat I have an enemy. Ok.. than a stranger..  hope I get good stuff. Dunno where I’m going yet.. will decide tmr.. have a lot of time anyway.. from when I wake up till 5pm( the bbq!)

Today woke up kinda late.. 11. which is late for me.. even when I sleep at 1am or sth I always wake up at abt 8am.. then ill sleep depending on the situation.. this morning I chose to be lazy and juz slept on till 11am.. heex

Sighz.. ben not going.. that’s bad news. But I heard from christabel that gabs is going in bus 2!! Yay!! Finally got someone .. else.. who is a guy and close to me la. Bus 2 got like.. abby wl clarinda , the-bunch-of-16-17-yr-olds-I-know-last-time-but-stopped-coming-for-bay, leon.. and a few others.. no guys like gabz joel corn tianen nick (at least I think so) (haha those 16 17 yr olds are shushu… sw.. claire adele.. yep. Tat bunch).

Hmm.. yesterday.. had  a pretty fun day.. firing smses to and fro with chris..(tabel) (kinda weird calling her chris) and yvon discussing the night’s events.. we planned to go bowling but den chris lik dun realli wan and like might not get space so we decided to go wl house and watch a movie.

Ya wasted the morning away and all.. then abt 4pm went to basc to teach kids soccer.. they played match la.. some definitely have potential.. but.. not good enough. I was abt to tell gabs a story of mi p6 soccer team but some kid got rammed in the nose and injured so I couldn’t. so listen up :)

I was in a basc up to p6.. and.. I played soccer then, back in primary school.. then mi basc arranged a soccer match with another.. and.. I was (self-proclaimed again) the best soccer player there.. (hey.. I am proud, but im not boasting here.. I guess I am.. but.. ya.. I was) (sorry :P) I could like dribble pretty well (in their standards) tho I was a school team DEFENDER.. left wing def. :) can nvr forget it.

Yup.. so we ‘trained’.. played our little matches.. I was.. p5 then I think.. and we were feeling pretty ok of ourselves when we went to the field to play our match.. we had this cute polo-shirt-like shirt on which was called ‘jerseys’ by the teachers at the basc.. pretty dumb. Then the other team.. all outfitted in nice soccer jerseys (With numbers on the back), boots.. socks.. shinguards.. when I saw that I knew we were gone ;)

Oh yeah.. the match started.. my team was.. hopeless.. compared to the other team.. supposedly my rating was 8/10 then my teammates wld be like 3-7/10 .. but every single player in the other team was like 7-10/10 so.. how could we compete.. I played my best.. made some good dribbles down the wing but u know.. it takes a TEAM to win a match.. I had noone to pass to and being a DEFENDER I didn’t know how to dribble past the whole team (bet I could now ag that same team back then :P ) yup so we just couldn’t score.. we got trounced 5-0 or sth.. hahaz…

Anyway.. yup tats my basc soccer experience.. hope the church one don’t end up so bad too. Oh as I was saying.. at p6, ppl can be quite talented in soccer. There was this kid in p6, striker, who can ram the ball pretty hard.. he was reputed for that.. can probably kick it as hard as any of you can now.. im serious.. deadly striker he was.. and we had fast midfielders.. and good defenders.. any ball that comes past the comfort zone we could blast it out into the midfield (that was about all we knew at that level)

Yup gabs, kids CAN be A LOT better than those in basc at that age.. though the kids in basc HAVE potential, they’re NOT good enough.. even that tall high-soxxer guy :) he’s p6? So wat if he could kick the ball high and hard? That friend of mine who can kick pretty hard.. he was fast too. Could dribble past the defence at that time and place it sweetly in the corner if he wanted to. Most of our offence could dribble and shoot.

Not a kid in the basc can dribble. That I stand firm by. Good passing, yes. Their passing is certainly pretty impressive. Nice vision. but you gotta do more than pass to win. They need to dribble. Puh-lease.. Thursday’s match, there was hardly any defence. I knew when I played. I was the only one in my own half. My teammates were all camping like vultures at the OPPONENTS goal. With the  mere PRESENCE of defenders.. do you think the kids can maintain their good passing, running, and shooting?(not that they were good enough to be defined ‘good’) I think they’ll panic. I certainly doubt their ability.

Wahhaa tat was so long. Pretty critical wasn’t I. Well, tat was in my mind since Thursday.. I have lovely conversations with myself. No im not psycho or anything.. but I juz pretend im talking to som1 and like ‘rehearse’ the conversation, in case the conversation needs to be taken place. Yup so all that was already in my head as I typed it out. Ah.. my head feels lighter now ;) sorry if I was too critical… but.. yeah.. it was what was in my head. So I’ve let it out.

Moving on… after the soccer thing.. I went back to this place near my house for my mum’s bday dinner..  I was pretty worried if I could reach yck mrt by 7.30 at first (yep tat was the plan) but I finished my meal fairly quickly without hurrying.. so I just made my way there leisurely.. the bus came pretty quick..

Reached yck mrt 7.10 or so.. wl and the rest were at Thompson Plaza (who knows y on earth they went there) so I waited. I’m a good wait-er. Im used to waiting. Earlier in my life.. p6 ard tat time.. I was the most punctual person I knew :) always early, always waiting. Any appointment I made, I made sure I was early.. I was soo terrified of being late. Nowadays.. everyone thinks everyone will be late so everyone arrives late and finds out everyone else arrives late and so continues their being late habit. Pretty ironic isnt it.  Yup.. back to my story.. I bought a $1 icecream.. they were outta bread so I got a block of chocolate icecream between 2 biscuits.. pretty good.

The girls arrived at abt 7.45 or so.. I was not mad. I don’t get mad at girls easily. I don’t get mad  easily, in general. Therefore even harder against girls ;) christabel weilyn yvonne. Yep. Walked to this busstop and took the bus to wl house..

Then there.. wl’s cute fluffy dog called Frosty greeted us by jumping at yvonne. Haha.. couldn’t get enuf of her. Jumping out her legs and scratching her appararently. And it’s afraid of me!! When I approach it and bend down itll scurry away quickly. BLEAHZ. I love dogs. And that dog doesn’t like me :(

Later.. I went over to clarinda’s house to borrow a vcd to watch.. I volunteered to go.. it was just ‘3 doors up’ (exactly wat wl said) .. I wanted to talk to her anyway as she din wan to com n watch wif us.. and. I din reli know her well la tho we had a healthy msn-sms relationship.

Haha.. she was in her school u… looking cute and all. ;) went into her house.. had some idle chat with her abt her cds.. she has tons of them.. talked a bit abt her npcc. Haha she says she’s BRAVE. Few girls profess that. Hehe. Yeah she’s pretty cute. Like a… I just cant find the animal to describe it. :) when she smiles she looks like an animal.. I just cant finger which animal.. hamster? No.. cat? Not really. I JUST CANT. Haha.. nah.. I don’t have a crush on her if tats what u think.. im over crushes.. :D… she’s just cute la.. describing her.. like.. I will describe an ice cube as cold… an orange as orange.. etc. u noe wat I mean.

Watched this chi show.. super funny and pathetic plot.. the guy portrayed as a bad guy is actually this nice charitable person.. (like what the hell? :P ) and other stupid stupid things.. I daresay the plot and the overall show was as weak as scary movie3.. movie-wise. (Scarymovie 3 is suuuper funny tho. But u hav to admit weak plot and all. But tat’s what cracks us up rite :) )

Took a lift from chris’ dad to her house busstop where I took 13.. I broke her bowling hi score on her phone on the way.. :) kinda easy. Haiz.. they all gabs chris and family.. all super close. Father daughter.. everyting la. Close like … close. Yeah. Close.

Hmm.. yeah.. church camp is like tomorrow. Leaving for it I mean. Cos now it.s 12.02am technically Saturday morning already. Yep. This is kinda long isn’t it? This is what a blog should be about. Honest frank feelings :) as long as ya want. A journal can get kinda monotonous after a while don’t u think? Tats why I gave kinda a switch this time :) cyaz